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what's wrong with life?

Tuesday, September 11, 2007, 5:22 PM

I feel disturbed.
Why?
Cause everything is so f*cked up these days.
Nothing seems to feel right.
Many things are on my mind.
Maybe I'm just thinking too much?

I feel frustrated.
Why?
Cause I can't comprehend Physics and I'll never catch up for my f*cking sejarah.
Finals are coming, 19 more days.
Don't expect anything great from me anymore.
I'm destroyed.

I hate this feeling.
The feeling of not knowing how to do something.
I don't like being lost.
I want to always be the conscious one.

I can't concentrate.
The thing is, I don't know why.
I can't even stand sitting down for 20 minutes.

I don't get it.
Out of all people, I didn't expect to find comfort from this one person.
Somehow, I feel better after talking to him/her.
Why anyway?

Coffee is keeping me alive now.
I drink it quite often in school these days.
It prevents me from falling asleep.
I hope I don't get addicted although I seriously hate it.

That's about it, for today. I forgotten to mention that I failed Moral, 46%. HAHA. This is really my first time failing in Secondary School. The weird thing is, I don't seem to care. I'm going to hit on the books again (with the help of coffee), I feel like sleeping. Sejarah is a pain!

I sound like someone suffering from depression, but I'm not.

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what's wrong with life?

Tuesday, September 11, 2007, 5:22 PM

Tuesday, September 11, 2007, 5:22 PM