Sunday, October 28, 2007, 10:37 PM
Let's see what retarded people like us do us a Sunday. We launched our very own 'Campaign'. See what we did at Bangsar (it's like my second home now O.O )
Met up with Rina, Erwan, Chun Foong and Chung Yi at Mc Donalds. Left for Burger King.
marcia: Can I meet your manager?
(those guys with no guts let the girl do the talking, wtf =.=)
manager (I didn't know): Yes? (looking shocked)
marcia: Can we film our project here?
manager: Sorry, but you have to ask permission from the HQ at Masjid Jamek. It's not that far, just take the LRT. It's 3 stations down.
all of us: where the **** is Masjid Jamek?
Then, headed back to Mc Donals. We discussed our project. Finally, we came up with something after the guys ate Mc Donalds AGAIN. Then, see what happened...
Check out the cards!
The group.
Our tea at Haagen- Dasz, Bangsar Village 2.
FREE HUGS! Rina and me!
Hmm....spies?
The way we work.
Mc Donalds. AGAIN!?!
aww....he was pissed off! poor erwan =p
Click for larger image.
They wanna die of high blood pressure. Excessive intake of salt.
Our 'campaign' didn't work out. Anyway, we ended our day at Mc Donalds ONCE AGAIN! WITH MORE FRIES AND FOOD. That was the 3rd time we entered. wtf... What is wrong with you people with Mc Donalds...?
Labels: outings
Saturday, October 27, 2007, 9:16 PM
True Friends.
What do they mean to you?
Are they just good company?
True Friends,
They are our tender shoulder,
On which to softly cry.
A well to pour your troubles down,
And raise your spirits high.
True Friends,
They have a true heart,
From the hearts of friends,
There comes the greatest love of all.
True Friends,
Go through thick and thin with you.
They have got your back,
Even if you are going through the toughest time of your life.
In our lifetime,
We probably only come across a few true friends.
Treasure them.
Don't let them walk away from you.
A true friend means more than a lover.
This post is dedicated to 'you know who you are'. Haha. If you're reading this, I wanna tell you that we've got your back, no matter what. We will all help you get through this hard time. First of all, you have to believe in yourself. Belive that you can get over it. Help yourself and let us help you too. We're all here for you if you need us =) If you wanna cry, we're here to comfort you..
Labels: friends
Thursday, October 25, 2007, 10:02 PM
Typical Thursday. Hmm, Mr Sheat was pissed off again. As usual. I wonder when would he stop lecturing us. It has been on and on for a week, k? Teachers were also pissed cause there'll only be 3 students left in Science 1 on Monday, Talentime. They wanted to conduct classes during Talentime. But hey, it's our last year you know! lols..
After school, Rina, 'he- who shall not be named', her mum and sister (Rowena) and I went to Secret Recipe for lunch. God, it was 3.30pm! Seriously, Rowena is funny. She's worse than Rina. She laughs even more and talks a lot more O.O It runs in the family. Haha. We spent our whole lunch talking crap. Then, we all went to the playground around Jalan Setiabakti.
What we did besides our Moral Project:
the playground.
Throwing 'rubbish' (my sony camera leather case 0.0 ). wtf. It's new. I had to sanitize it!
Rina Chiew picking up rubbish. what fuck. She didn't even touch it.
See our childish side? I feel more like 6 than 16 O.O It was fun, felt like a kid again. Haha.
Row of shops. With Decanter and Secret Recipe. Took it while walking back..
Headed to the Foto-Zoom at Jalan Telawi later. That bitch made me develop it. She dropped me, and just went off. Thank god I'm still alive. I could have died for all you know. Thanks a lot =.= Some weird fucker scared me..
*good luck with Mr Sheat tmrw, Rina. Haha. I hope you die. Haha.
Labels: school
Wednesday, October 24, 2007, 9:24 PM
Hmm.. School has been awfully boring. 3 more weeks to go. How to survive? lols. All the PEKA and crap. I won't mourn over my results anymore. Like what CY said, I emo too much. It's bad for health XD And partly is because the teachers still believe that I can do better. They gave me encouragement, which really helped. I just have to get through my dad now, I doubt I will. He expects too much from me. Give me a break!
English period (free period) was fun today. Rina, CY, Erwan, Chung Foong and I were all discussing abt our Essential Question. We came up with something I bet no one would be bold enough to do. HAHA. You'll see. We were thinking of the things which might happen and the consequences. Yes, we were laughing our heads off. Just wait for our iMovie!
Went to Kenneth's house after school and filmed our bio project. Our mistakes were funny. Pronounce 'free', it became 'flee'. HAHA. My bad. ' Ok, the effects of.... FUCK'. Kenneth obviously forgotten his lines. We actually had free time to watch 'V For Vendetta'. Haha. What's with teachers and the whole presentation thing? OMG... They are going to show that embarrassing video of our bio project infront of the whole Form 4 Science classes O.O
a view out kenneth's house XD hey! I was bored.
*Will update photos of our Moral project tmrw. Haha. wtf.
* Tank- Qian Nian Lei (Thousand Years of Tears).
Monday, October 22, 2007, 5:53 PM
Today was a terrible day. Fuck this exam. I had never done so fucking bad in my entire school life. Let's see what fucked up results I got back today..
1) Bio (paper 3): 28/50
2) Add Maths: 55%
3) Maths: 54%
4) BM: 72% (it's ok, I guess)
5) English: 83.5 % (who cares)
6) EST: 90% (it's a free A)
50 + for both my maths subject. You know what does this prove? How fucked up I am in Maths. I almost cried in class when I got back Maths, just that I was holding it back. I attempted to jump off the fucking window at school =.= Just ask Rina.
Why did I screw up so badly anyway? I'm not gonna use 'witches of oz' as an excuse. That's lame. It isn't a fucking excuse for me to do badly. It's entirely up to my capability.
I can't count the no. of times I used the word 'fuck' today, at school. Not to mention what I bitch I was to Rina. I'm so so so sorry, ok? I wasn't being myself today. Suddenly, I would just laugh and be high knowing that I can't get an A. Then, I would just sleep on the fucking table, emo-ing over my fucking results.
What am I going to tell my parents? They'll seriously screw me, I know they will blame the production. Haven't they thought it might have been just my problem? Some people are just not born to study. That'll be me, thank you.
Chem and Sejarah tmrw. What is Mr Sheat gonna say now? Another lecture!?! Highest for Paper 1 Sejarah is like... 29/40? What fucking nonsense! Does it mean that all of us are going to fucking fail!?!
I am like gone-case now....Getting 50+ is like the worst thing that can ever happen to me....
Labels: anger
Saturday, October 20, 2007, 2:01 AM
Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.
[chorus]
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.
[chorus]
You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.
[chorus]
This song is dedicated to anyone with a broken heart! Get over someone not worth your time. There isn't anything we can't get over. Just a matter of time. Life has to move on, no matter how. Right? Most importantly, get your priorities right! Anyway, we should know what is more important in our lives. The answer is, ourselves!
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I finally know the true side of you. It's really ugly. I needed to know it, thanks (not to be mentioned) Last time, haha, forget it. I don't care, ok? lols. There's only present and future! Live for the future. The past will only be the past, nothing more.
Ok, went to Kenneth's house today. What a waste of time! Haha. Meet Niraj and Chung Yi at The Gardens. How weird! Why do I keep bumping into people O.O Oh crap, 2 days left and I have to get my lazy ass to school. I haven't finished Chemistry!
Why am I up so late? I'm such a lazy pig. Some people are influencing me to be a pig XD I wonder who? Something wrong with me these days. Insulting people everyday, making stupid evil jokes. Haha. Kah Hean should know =) lol.
Thursday, October 18, 2007, 7:46 PM
My dad send me to BSC today. Talk abt family bonding O.O Sean was there to pick up me and Aemilia to One Utama. Meet up with Rachel, Chung Yi, Emily and Steph at Carl's Jr for lunch. Hey, that was cut throat, ok? Bloody expensive stuff.
Here goes. Rach and I went to Baskin Robbins for ice-cream. She literally dragged me there. Bought more coke and popcorn before entering the cinema. We went to watch 'THE LAST LEGION'. It was about the Roman Empire and Romulus Augustus Caesar (the kid). lols. Not bad. Though there were some parts like 'finger getting chopped off' O.O Nevermind that.
Went to Bakerzin to eat somemore after the movie. 'Coupe Cheesecake'. Vanilla Ice-Cream with Strawberry Sauce (too bad Sean didn't get to eat..haha XD) About 5pm, went to see Chung Yi's mum. She took out RM 50 from her wallet and forced Chung Yi to buy us Gelato (what a cool mum, HAHA). More ice-cream!!! Oh crap, that was the 3rd time.
I found my present! Haha. Walked quite a bit before I found it. lols. Be thankful, k? Later, I had to take more cream when Sean ordered 'Green Tea with whipped cream' at Starbucks. More cream....
I'm going to die of diabetes soon. 2 rounds of Coke, Caramel popcorn, 2 rounds of Ice- cream and Gelato. Unhealthy diet. I'm not going to eat ice-cream in one week's time. Really sick of it now. What did I do at One Utama today? Just plain eating... haha..
Labels: outings
Monday, October 15, 2007, 11:04 PM
Anyway, I have no idea why my dad wants me out of the country so fast. See this.
Dad: Let's discuss about going to UK for A Levels.
Me: Ok, I don't want to go yet.
Dad: No, I'll decide for what is best for you. I'll discuss with your Uncle tonight. Don't stay here just for your friends..
I was like wtf. Don't I have a say on it? Not at all? I don't wanna freaking leave Malaysia yet. I wanna stay here for college. grr.. So yeah, I have no idea whether I'm leaving. If you don't see me after SPM, yeah, I've gone to UK.
I slept at 3 am yesterday, AGAIN! And I woke up at 12 pm. Haha. How early? lols. Anyway, I slept again at 7 pm. Haha. And Bernard woke me up at 8.30 pm. Asking me about archery. He couldn't stop laughing because I just woke up. So funny =.= Then, he said sleep more, good for health. Haha. I bet he was impressed by my pig-ness. Haha. wtf. I'm really becoming a PIG. No!!!!
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Ok.. random convo with Chung Yi about our Thursday outing. Haha. Let's see what he thinks about me.
Mr. Dejected says: (10:14:33 PM)
zzz but your such a XXXX
Mr. Dejected says: (10:14:38 PM)
people come at 11 you come late ;/
Mr. Dejected says: (10:14:39 PM)
12 ;/
marcia says: (10:14:43 PM)
hahaha
marcia says: (10:14:49 PM)
i know la....i'm such a bitch
Mr. Dejected says: (10:15:14 PM)
well thats a fact ;p
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Hmm... our presentation. OK.. Photo for Day 1.
1st Photo. Wait for the last one, k? Coming up in 5 days time.
Sunday, October 14, 2007, 9:50 PM
Let's see I slept around 3am yesterday and woke up at 1.30 pm today ( I thought it was like 12.30 pm). OH MY GOD, I'M TURNING INTO A PIG NOW (like someone I know, lols. I still don't think I can out do him). First, this person woke me up early in the morning and this person was also holding me back from sleeping yesterday night. Thanks a lot whey. So much for not messing up my sleeping time. I seriously think I qualify as a Psychologist. lols.
Holidays are so freaking boring. Every hour, every minute, every second seem to pass by so slowly. I swear. I still remember how was I struggling for time before Finals. Yes, I can't do anything else beneficial besides wasting time. That's for the time being, gonna be pretty busy during the coming weekdays. Project work and going out. Anyways, I've been watching 'X- Family' these few days. It doesn't make any sense, but really funny =)
Ok, updates on what we did last Thursday. Last day of school. We practically wasted time at school. We didn't do anything AT ALL.
Rina and Sean. Sean was trying to be emo. Haha.
Chung Yi (he just finished his caesar salad) and Sher Mein (my aussie-fied cina friend)
Sher Mein, me and Rina.
Sean trying to lanci Rachel cause he's taller.Haha.
Chung Yi (bapa ayam) with his so called 'anak'.
We went to DECANTER at JALAN SETIAKASIH 5, DAMANSARA HEIGHTS (5 minutes walk from our school). What's with the details? Nvm. Anyway, all of us followed Chung Yi's car after school. Decanter was full so we walked over to the art gallery which was under Decanter as well. Weird huh? I still remember how were people staring at our school uniform. Haven't they seen a Cempakan before? In our Watermelon/ Cucumber blazer.
*listen to Bu Hui Ai and Chu Sen Ru Hua by Fahrenheit (Fei Lun Hai)!
Saturday, October 13, 2007, 10:34 AM
I suddenly feel like posting some pictures of Witches of Oz. lols. I don't know why. Just got to me. So yeah, here it goes.
CEMPAKA SCHOOLS PRODUCTION 2007, WITCHES OF OZ.
(geez...that was long-winded)
This is a really random photo of the costumes being sunned. HAHA.
Rina, Shu Sim and myself! This was on the first day of the show. (20.07.07)
The day when Jap Students came. Haha. I'm never going to stay in the sun for 1 over hour again. (25.07.07)
LAST DAY OF WITCHES OF OZ REHEARSAL (26.07.07)
Random photo of the stage. (26.07.07)
Random photo of the hall with the dancers, casts. Hmm, where's the orchestra? I see the stage crew sleeping upstairs.. lols.. (26.07.07)
See our striking (green) Witches of Oz shirt? Where are the rest? SLEEPING.. (26.07.07)
Alex sleeping on Shang Chuen after the night out with the Jap girls. I hope Alex don't marah, k? lols. Not only him, Zhen Yow, Jun Hao and Shang Chuen were sleeping like pigs also. I mean for real. Haha. (26.07.07)
Stage Crew for Witches of Oz 2007. I think everyone got high after eating pizza =) (26.07.07)
Bernard doing what he does best. Advertising for the 'lampu'. Haha. wtf. (26.07.07)
LAST DAY OF WITCHES OF OZ. (29.07.07)
Our traditional Spanish Dance. Talk about being high! There was another scene of me, Shannon and Lin dancing Wonderful during showtime, backstage. HAHA. Everyone was watching O.O
The costume, make-up room, prop room.
The crowd during the last day.
Ms Yap, Lin (she seriously scares me, ok?), me, Shannon.
Rina, me and Shannon. lols.
And at the end of the day, the craziest part. Haha. I don't have to say it. We all know. When I thought the day would end with tears and hugs, then this nonsense happened and everyone got high. I'm not posting that embarrassing picture of me with all the cream over me, thanks to Alex, Jun Hao, Lin and Shang Chuen!!!! Haha. We were pretty much like small kids chasing each other around =) I'll never forget that day, ever. lols. And that was how our one month ended. Ok, enough. I'm not gonna make anyone else cry. This will be the last post. I promise. lols. I forgot to mention that we enjoyed climbing over railings at the back of the hall sometimes. Haha.
12/10/07 (Friday)
Hmm... went to Sungai Wang yesterday. Again. lols. I thought it would have been jam around KL. Surprisingly, it wasn't. Haha. Then, my dad talked to me about going to UK next year right after SPM for A Levels. It's as if he really wants me to go overseas with my sister. Trust me, it wasn't a really nice conversation. I was actually afraid things would turn ugly. The thing is, I don't wanna go, yet. I wanna stay here 1st. Let me decide what I wanna do, ok?
13/10/07 (Saturday)
Happy Hari Raya? Haha. Thanks for waking me up so early, Bernard. *sarcasm* That's why I'm doing this now. Haha. I can't go back to sleep. I slept at 3 am yesterday and 2.30 am the night before. lols.
Labels: random, witches of oz
Wednesday, October 10, 2007, 11:35 PM
The jam got on my nerves, seriously. It took me 1 hour plus to get to Mid Valley. wtf. It's only 25 minutes from my house! Met up with Sean and Steph and headed to Cheras.
I guess the cast party wasn't really a big do. Not many turned up. I think almost half of the hall was empty. Only 9 of the Form 4s' actually went. How pathetic. lols. Anyway, what surprised me was Shannon actually went. She told me she was busy and I said some things to her about us being free 7 days a week and to call anytime she's free. Yes, I think she was touched. Really happy to see her again though.
The Cast Party started off with cake-cutting. Then, they showed us scenes of Witches of Oz- No One Mourns The Wicked, What Is This Feeling, Dancing Through Life, Defying Gravity, Wonderful and No Good Deed (I actually remembered, haha). I think there were moments I actually emo-ed. Shu Sim and I were actually singing throughout the screening, we always sang along backstage. It definitely brought back memories.
Then, the Award Presentation. I swear that was the best part of the whole night! I can consider that as one of the most entertaining thing I had ever watched.
This was the funniest scene I tell you! Madame Morrible's part was then took over by none other than, Mr Andrew Chan, instead of Joanne. HAHA.
This scene was meant for the Stage Crew during Defying Gravity. (The other teachers were taking the part as the Stage Crew). Usual scene of Mr Kang telling us what to do, how to do. Not to mention the scolding. It was quite weird hearing him calling 'Stage Crew' from stage. Most of us felt like getting up to reply him, like we did during Witches of Oz.
They just had to act this scene out. The one that brought back the most memories. The most memorable scene ever. Ms Dan was on the Genie and the others were the 'dancers'. Congrats to Shannon, Khong Fwu and Alia for best Stage Crew =) They deserved it.
Anyway, we received our certificates and soundtrack. Some of us bought it already. wtf. haha. We ended the night with singing One Short Day together =)
I will seriously miss her whey! Coming to think what nonsense we did during the Prodtucion was pretty much a laugh. I'm sure there was more, but need time to recall.
1) We went and kicked someones' ass. So called revenge.
2) We use to run and jump off the North Hall stage after 'some people' attempted to talk to me. Then, we use to run for the Ice-cream man before he leaves and share embarrassing stories.
3) We dance around the stage, our favourite Spanish dance (even during show times)and laugh like siao ppl. lols.
Alex came looking like he just woke up from sleep. Haha. I hope he doesn't see this XD I always admired the way he could swear non-stop with different words, I don't think I'll ever be able to do that. And not to mention his ability to stay up 2 nights without sleeping. lols.
Bernard came. I thought he wasn't. lols. Don't be so sad everyday. Cheer up. There's more to life =)
Talking about it really makes me laugh. Joining the Production really was an experience and the only right thing I did this year, although I had to sacrifice my studies for it. Still, I didn't regret joining it. Yes, it actually thought me many things.
Somehow, I wish time would go back to that very moment and start all over again. I enjoy the carefree life there, back then I mean. I suppose that was cause we had no work but to stay till 5pm, come home and sleep everyday. Well, getting to know people there was the best part =) We only lasted for 1 month, yet we could bond quite quickly. But when all of us became closer friends, I realised it was time to leave. It was the end of it, July 29th. I will never forget that day in my entire life. HAHA. Going back to school was tough. It was hard to go back to sitting in class. Took me 1 month to actually get myself back.
I seriously thought every moment spent then was memorable. And there'll never be another time like that in our life. Enough about my old grandma story. Haha. This must have been the longest post ever! lols.
Labels: witches of oz
Monday, October 8, 2007, 5:00 PM
I stayed up till 3am yesterday. Haha. I slept like 3 and a half hours. Rina slept half an hour ealier. lol. I thought I mampus for Physics already, but boleh tahan lah. We wasted our normal timetable talking a lot of nonsense and crap. Haha. I got 24/ 40 for Maths 1. Holy ****!!! I'm like one of the lowest. I sweared like 20 times after I knew my marks! I obviously didn't know how to tembak questions anymore. lol.
This sucks. I heard not many people in Form 4 is actually going for the Cast Party. So far, from what I know, only 6 of us in Form 4 is going =S I think many of them already had plans after Finals, so yeah...
I suddenly feel like I don't give a damn about anything at the moment. I wonder why?
*I left my Moral Book at school. Oh ****... haha..
Labels: random
Sunday, October 7, 2007, 12:44 PM
I survived 5 days of exam! Wow! Some salesgirl saw me on Friday and asked whether I was very stressed out and whether I always stay up these days. How true! Haha. It's like it's written all over my face. The red patches on my face finally came down =) Physics tmrw, I'm so going to die! I seriously suck at physics. I'm not going to trust anyone saying that the paper is easy anymore! Cause it's not freaking true! It comes out all so f-ing hard, k?
I went to Pavillion on Friday AGAIN. That's cause it's only 10 minutes away from my house =)
I got too bored..lol..
Hmm.. Cast party is on Tuesday. Last day of Finals. Witches of Oz. I don't know. Things feel different now. I would say some feelings are gone. It has been quite some time. So yeah. No doubt, I miss the Production, but somehow it feels like something is missing. Really can't tell. The Production really thought me many things. Haha. In many ways too. I miss Ian, that cute kid. I hope he still remembers me =S Being just 7 years old, I can't expect too much from him. Keeping my hopes high. lol.
Hari Raya is just round the corner. I think it's going to be really boring. No where open, no where to go to. I'll just stay home and rot. After finals= going out, going out, going out! The last time I went out with Rachel and all was during the August holidays, and that was once only, k? And before that was the beginning of June I think. July, not even once, too busy. wtf.
School's sucking up all my positive energy. Haha. I can't believe we still have to go back after Finals, do PEKA and finish up our syllabus =S wtf. Such a drag.... Coming to think of it, year 2007 is ending before you know it. And I was worrying how was I going to fair in Form 4 last year. HAHAHA.
* I lost my mood of studying Physics. lol.
Labels: random
Thursday, October 4, 2007, 5:33 PM
Who said home was a safe place?
I thought it would be the place we could always go to.
Somewhere for us to find comfort from.
But sometimes, I wish I could leave..
I hate seeing this every time.
Such a pain to me.
But hey! Life's full of obstacles for us to overcome right?
I really don't know how much more can I take.
I feel weak now..
Whatever it is, I have to be strong.
Strong for them.
Stand up for what is right..
Anyway, Finals are gonna be over in a few days time! Can't wait.
Chem Paper 2 was tough. (what do you expect from mr sheat, it's his style, lol). Paper 1 and 3 was manageable. Not too bad. BM tmrw. I hate komsas. Boring nonsense. Haha.
I slept at 2.30 am again yesterday. Chung Yi and Rina stayed up till 4 am. Damn chun! I would have to if I wasn't feeling so sleepy. I was literally gonna fall asleep on the table. I'm having constant headaches these days. Sucks. I only slept a total of 16 hours in these 4 days. Haha. I'm proud of myself! I actually lived through it!
I thought of skipping next Wednesday (after Finals). Cast Party the day before. Such a long day. Mr Sheat wants us back. Double period on Wednesday T.T Looks like I gotta go to school...
Wednesday, October 3, 2007, 5:01 PM
Wow... I actually survived 3 days of exam! Such a relief Sejarah and Bio is over!
How did I survive without sleeping everyday?
Slept at 3.30 am before Bio, 2.30 am before Sejarah, 12.30am before Add Maths.
I only slept like 12 hours these few days. Damn geng. I am so freaking tired now.
Add Maths was such a screw-up. What fuck la..
English was f-ing hard, OK!?! I don't even get the words they use. I'm chinese-ed, ok?
I thought it was suppose to make me feel smart, wtf, I feel dumber now.
Tmrw, Chem. Mr Sheat is going to kill me if I screw up big time. I know I am going to.
HELP this girl in DISTRESS! I feel like I'm going to collapse soon.
I think I have Dry Eyes... crap....
Anyway, I mum bought the Secret Soundtrack. Yay! Can study chem with it, I hope I don't fall asleep on my book. Haha.
Labels: random