is this exam fucked up or am i fucked up now?
Monday, October 22, 2007, 5:53 PM
Today was a terrible day. Fuck this exam. I had never done so fucking bad in my entire school life. Let's see what fucked up results I got back today..
1) Bio (paper 3): 28/50
2) Add Maths: 55%
3) Maths: 54%
4) BM: 72% (it's ok, I guess)
5) English: 83.5 % (who cares)
6) EST: 90% (it's a free A)
50 + for both my maths subject. You know what does this prove? How fucked up I am in Maths. I almost cried in class when I got back Maths, just that I was holding it back. I attempted to jump off the fucking window at school =.= Just ask Rina.
Why did I screw up so badly anyway? I'm not gonna use 'witches of oz' as an excuse. That's lame. It isn't a fucking excuse for me to do badly. It's entirely up to my capability.
I can't count the no. of times I used the word 'fuck' today, at school. Not to mention what I bitch I was to Rina. I'm so so so sorry, ok? I wasn't being myself today. Suddenly, I would just laugh and be high knowing that I can't get an A. Then, I would just sleep on the fucking table, emo-ing over my fucking results.
What am I going to tell my parents? They'll seriously screw me, I know they will blame the production. Haven't they thought it might have been just my problem? Some people are just not born to study. That'll be me, thank you.
Chem and Sejarah tmrw. What is Mr Sheat gonna say now? Another lecture!?! Highest for Paper 1 Sejarah is like... 29/40? What fucking nonsense! Does it mean that all of us are going to fucking fail!?!
I am like gone-case now....Getting 50+ is like the worst thing that can ever happen to me....
Labels: anger